♥ for the ones you should no longer love but still do why?
we dont know. how? again who knows.. how can you make it stop? time... but i just want it to end now... i want the love for him to dissappear.. like hurry up im over it.
go go go far far away where i never have to have this love for him ever again.
i dont want it in my heart anymore, i want a clear love free heart.
is it impossible? or can we over come this? with or without pain? i dont want the pain no more..
i want it gone!
please, and thankyou..
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
eighteen for kat nelson!
Surprise lunch for kat, well the surprise part wasnt done so well
but it was a good day filled with chicken and salad sandwiches,
assassins, lots of photos, and something kieran said after
every bad story he told "oh and then i found 50bucks"
happy birthday kat nelson!
but it was a good day filled with chicken and salad sandwiches,
assassins, lots of photos, and something kieran said after
every bad story he told "oh and then i found 50bucks"
happy birthday kat nelson!
ten dollars, ten minutes.
My bestfriend has never been tofusion before so i decided to take
her there saturday night.
we payed ten dollars entry
and stayed for ten minutes. we
got bored haha. but found amusment
on the swings down by the water.
and also became professional cockroach
killers by the end of the night.
it was a fun night. thanks jessi :)
her there saturday night.
we payed ten dollars entry
and stayed for ten minutes. we
got bored haha. but found amusment
on the swings down by the water.
and also became professional cockroach
killers by the end of the night.
it was a fun night. thanks jessi :)
Thursday, February 18, 2010
ice cream, slushies and stripey shorts.
ice cream trip to the servo, slushies were a last minute decsion
didnt end well with missy spilling it
everywhere, resulting in me and her
having a slushie fight hehe.
which then resulted in a boy walking
up to kat and liv saying "your friend in
the striped shorts is cute" haha.
an amusing and fun trip with tetris playing
in the car.
didnt end well with missy spilling it
everywhere, resulting in me and her
having a slushie fight hehe.
which then resulted in a boy walking
up to kat and liv saying "your friend in
the striped shorts is cute" haha.
an amusing and fun trip with tetris playing
in the car.
roadtrip.
a small roadtrip with mummy.
down the coast for a special occasion,
dinner and pokies was fun fun, and so was
getting kicked out cause i forgot my i.d
the funeral:
RIP; erina, you were a special lady
and will remain in our hearts forever.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
no more.
" Since you’ve been gone
All I wanted was for you to come
Back to me say sorry, baby I was wrong
But I waited my faith was strong this hurt could be undone
Time goes by
And hope subsides
I fell for way too long.
I don’t know any change
cus I was always imagining we’d be together
cus I loved you
And now you’re standing here
I realize time really heals
cus I feel better
than I could be.
I cried for so many nights
Wishing you’re by my side
My heart’s so tired of breaking
Suddenly here you are
You’re saying all the words
I was waiting for
But I don’t want you no more.
You got the same smile you did before
Used to make me weak in the knees
I look in your eyes used to drive me wild
But I already made my peace
Who knew there would come a time
When you said yes and I said no
Cuz I miss ya so long since you’ve been gone
I’ve been tryin’ to let you go.
I don’t know any change
cus I was always imagining we’d be together
cus I loved you
And now you’re standing here
I realize time really heals
cus I feel better
than I thought I could be .
No more sleepin’
With the lights turned on
No more weepin’
Cuz you didn’t come home
No more lonely
Inside this heart
Your love don’t live here anymore "
this song is played at least once everytime i drive my car,
when ive got liv and kat with me.
its a good song.
All I wanted was for you to come
Back to me say sorry, baby I was wrong
But I waited my faith was strong this hurt could be undone
Time goes by
And hope subsides
I fell for way too long.
I don’t know any change
cus I was always imagining we’d be together
cus I loved you
And now you’re standing here
I realize time really heals
cus I feel better
than I could be.
I cried for so many nights
Wishing you’re by my side
My heart’s so tired of breaking
Suddenly here you are
You’re saying all the words
I was waiting for
But I don’t want you no more.
You got the same smile you did before
Used to make me weak in the knees
I look in your eyes used to drive me wild
But I already made my peace
Who knew there would come a time
When you said yes and I said no
Cuz I miss ya so long since you’ve been gone
I’ve been tryin’ to let you go.
I don’t know any change
cus I was always imagining we’d be together
cus I loved you
And now you’re standing here
I realize time really heals
cus I feel better
than I thought I could be .
No more sleepin’
With the lights turned on
No more weepin’
Cuz you didn’t come home
No more lonely
Inside this heart
Your love don’t live here anymore "
this song is played at least once everytime i drive my car,
when ive got liv and kat with me.
its a good song.
thats what she said.
thanks to my dear friend jess meach,
everytime someone says something that could sound suss,
i automatically turn and say "thats what she said",
then piss myself laughing at how funny i am.
everytime someone says something that could sound suss,
i automatically turn and say "thats what she said",
then piss myself laughing at how funny i am.
up.
Recently my bestfriend and i are decided to have a night in and watch tele.
i had never seen up so we watched it,
and its then when i fell inlove with a movie, it was amazing!
and i hope when im an old little lady im as dedicated to my partner as he is.
i had never seen up so we watched it,
and its then when i fell inlove with a movie, it was amazing!
and i hope when im an old little lady im as dedicated to my partner as he is.
Monday, February 15, 2010
how
how do you know when your really over someone?
how do you know when your ready to move on?
how do you know?
after last night i dont think im completely ready..
but when will i be?
how do you know?
after last night i dont think im completely ready..
but when will i be?
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Valentines.
On valentines day,
we think of people who have changed and encouraged us.
who go out of their way to be kind and caring,
who have enriched our lives just by being themselves.
You are such a person, Im so happy you're my friend.
Happy Valentines Day.
we think of people who have changed and encouraged us.
who go out of their way to be kind and caring,
who have enriched our lives just by being themselves.
You are such a person, Im so happy you're my friend.
Happy Valentines Day.
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